Another Side

i hate it! i hate it! i hate him! i hate him!!!!

hate is such a strong word but it still just doesnt seem to define what i feel towards you! argh..!!!

i wish..i wish....
and it doesnt happen....

i wish you may just LEAVE! i don't understand why you stay! just please leave and stop trying to justify yourself for your choices! our choices reflect the person! how can i see choices and the person separate!!! GOD may be able to but I am NOT God and I CAN'T see it right now!
infuriated...

sunday school had a test on ten commandments and a few personal questions....

when you were younger what did you wish for and did it become a true reality.

i wished my parents divorce, and NO

what do you wish for now?

the same thing...