Hmm..thinking about it, I refuse to think I'm burnout...call it denial BUT, I still was able to do all of the things I wanted to, I had the energy...I only didn't plan the having a lot of relationship problems factored in...otherwise I think I wouldn't be feeling this way...
ooohh! another revelation
yeah since I've put so much energy into the events I did in the summer, plus my energy was drained by my friends(not blaming them) but if I had healthy friendships, I would have been able to gain some energy back...but since I didn't really have friends to give back...I was left with nothing...I guess it's always good to store some emergency energy...hehe...
there's my revelation of the day...
I notice I think clearer when I'm at school, I know it's because it's away from the city...Satan sure has a very strong hold on SF and I feel when I go back to SF, I feel depressed, unmotivated, lazy, etc....
then when I'm at San Mateo I feel like I'm seeing for the first time and the chains are broken...
of course the further away, the better....
okay enough crazy talk from me...=]
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