Tasukete!

errrghh...something's wrong....
internally...

or else..God's trying to teach me something...
*sigh*

What do they need to be your ideal BF/GF?

or the better question should be, am I worth dating?

I hear it all the time. So what do you look for in a guy or girl? Do they have to be tall? Handsome? Pretty? Nice? Funny? Charismatic?

Don't we always talk about these things during sleepovers, random waiting time, or during topical studies?
It occurred to me recently that I shouldn't be answering those questions just yet, because the more important question is "have I worked on my character so that I can be who I want to be when I date someone?"
Instead of looking so hard for someone who have the traits we want in a future spouse, in our waiting times, we should work even harder to be the Godly man or woman that will please God.

What kind of characteristics you want to exemplify when you date someone?
I know for myself, I don't want to be that stereotypical wife who criticizes and tries to change her husband when something she doesn't like comes up. Unless of course it's ungodly then by all means, he will hear from me about that! I would want him to be himself without me pressuring him to be someone else. I would also want to be patience as much as I can. So if we disagree on something, I won't feed the fire of irritation or anger but go to God for direction and be calm.
Well I can think of others, but I should study now....summer is SOOO CLOSE!!!!

Follow which way?

Sometimes I wonder....God made us SO diverse that...we really don't understand what goes on in other people's heads. What their motive was, their attitude....everything!
even though we should be unique in our own ways...how do we convince others our way of understanding? Especially when we have understood Truth and how the other person acts and thinks isn't aligned with what God says? Something for me to chew and ponder on tonight.

A Rose

Hah! Some of the high schoolers got a rose from Jesus! and I found one too! HM....I wonder who was the messenger...

life is life

so much going on! a tsunami of emotions just crashed into me...

i wish i can re-do my life...
hm..even though so much is happening now...I feel like I want to take a break from my life.

Missing

OH NO!

tis TRUE!

When you talk about the one you crush on, you make it more a reality. does that make sense? oh wells...it's okay if you don't understand.

So now that I have talked more about it with other people the other day! Now I'm really gonna miss seeing him everyday! gr...

the world sucks

The world really does suck! Satan may rule the world, but God's kingdom is so much bigger AND better! * sigh* the world sucks.

Can I take a moment to yell at people? I kinda wish I can directly yell at them...but I find it fruitless.
I don't need people to tell me they don't want me to be near them or talk to them. For the most part, I'm pretty observant...and I can definitely tell with body gestures and movements that you don't care for me...you don't care if I was in your presence and probably would prefer someone else to sit next to you or something. T_T and by the way you don't ask to hang out with me, BOTH of you but you guys shove it in my face you have dinner with so and so and you hang out will that other person and you talk to other people so so freakin often!...I'm kinda feeling a bit unloved..BUT WHATEVERRR! I'll try not to care...cause there's one love that will never fail...yeah that's right I got Jesus! BLLEHH!!! to you! and you! Blah blah blah! pretty frustrated now...

God, it's really hard to love or encourage people right now...forgive me for not being a blessing to their lives but I am nothing to them...